Quadriplegic Toronto Star
Reporter Writes:
"I smoke marijuana because it improves my medical condition considerably.
And I refuse to feel fear or shame because of that."
(Marijuananews note: This is a remarkable
article. However, it is even more significant for being published in a major Canadian
newspaper. What we have here is the paper giving a reporter space to explain why she
breaks the law. This goes beyond editorial support. It is implicitly supporting her in an
act of civil disobedience. Cheers for the reporter and also to the editors and publisher!)
See
Very Short Article
From The Toronto Star Shows
Why Cultivation And Sale of Marijuana Must Be Legalized;
But That Definitely Was Not The Intended Message!
HERES WHY I SMOKE MARIJUANA
May 16, 1999
From The Toronto Star
Section: Point of View
Page: A3
lettertoed@thestar.com
http://www.thestar.com/
By Barbara Turnbull, Toronto Star Staff Reporter
In 1983, a bullet in the neck made me a quadriplegic. Pot helps
me deal with the resulting muscle spasms in a way no legal drug can.
I smoke marijuana.
I inhale every time, too - usually once or twice a week for the past four years, since
I discovered pots incredible medicinal value.
Every time I do it, I break the law. Possessing marijuana for any purpose is a criminal
offence.
I need to smoke marijuana. Simply put, the quality of my life is improved by marijuana
in a way that pharmaceutical medication cannot accomplish.
I have been a quadriplegic since 1983, when a bullet in the neck put an end to my
short-lived career as a convenience store clerk.
Although I cannot move a muscle from my shoulders down, the muscles themselves can
move. Shortly after my injury, they began to twitch spontaneously.
At first it was the odd jerk of one of my legs or arms, but fairly quickly my limbs
became much more spastic.
The spasms are a common symptom of quadriplegia. Doctors say its the bodys
reflexes responding on their own, since, with spinal cord injury, the messages from the
brain that controls the body are cut off.
Early on, I was given a drug, Baclofen, for the problem. I have been at the maximum
dosage for the past 15 years. Without that, I am sure my body wouldnt sit still for
a second.
As it is, the spasms can come at any time and are of varying degrees of intensity.
Its like my body is a rubber band, getting stretched tighter and tighter. When it is
impossibly taut, it snaps. That is the spasm.
Sometimes one of my legs will bounce up and down for several seconds, earning me the
nickname Thumper from my kid sister (after the rabbit in Bambi).
They arent painful, but they can be overwhelming. They affect my ability to
operate my electric wheelchair, and they can keep me awake at night. Sometimes, when I am
driving my chair, they can put me in jeopardy.
Nothing stops the spasms as instantly and effectively as smoking
a bit of pot. And the effect lasts for hours.
But marijuana is a drug, critics say. People smoke it to get high.
Very true. Id be lying if I said marijuana doesnt affect my mind as well as
quell my spasms, because it does - thats why I only smoke after work or on weekends.
The therapeutic benefits of cannabis have been documented for 5,000 years. The drug
originated in the East, but came to western Europe when Napoleon invaded Egypt and brought
"hash hish" back to France.
Cannabis for recreational use became illegal in 1923, although it could be prescribed
as a medicine until 1932, when prohibition of it became complete.
(Marijuananews note: It is interesting to note that marijuana
prohibition began in Canada even earlier than in DEAland. However, as in DEAland,
there was an overwhelmingly racist tone to the anti-marijuana propaganda.)
Many attribute the ban to the pharmaceutical companies, which began to wield great
power and influence at that time. They theorize marijuana was too much competition for
manufactured drugs.
Since that time, marijuana has been "demonized," says
noted scientist David Suzuki.
"Its obviously a very beneficial, useful drug," he told me last week.
The evidence of its therapeutic value is "indisputable."
Suzuki wants marijuana decriminalized. "Theres good literature now that
would suggest that its time to get on with making it widely available," he
says.
People didnt look again at marijuanas medicinal benefits until the 1970s.
Many clinical studies suggest it alleviates muscle spasticity, nausea, pain, epilepsy,
glaucoma, anorexia, bronchial asthma, insomnia, depression and some psychiatric disorders.
But, without government or pharmaceutical studies, it is still not known how - or why -
cannabis works.
There are more than 60 compounds, or cannabinoids, unique to marijuana. In all,
marijuana contains some 240 active ingredients. Its likely that different compounds
work for different symptoms.
The only cannabinoid that has been isolated is THC (tetrahydrocannabinol), the
psychoactive one. A synthetic version of THC has been created, called Marinol, but without
marijuanas other unique ingredients, its not the same. Many people say
its not effective; others find it makes them violently ill.
Even with studies under way in several countries - including
Canada, after Health Minister Allan Rock announced clinical trials would begin this year -
it will still be years before cannabis is fully understood.
The real question is, what will happen in the meantime?
See
Canada Health Minister
Wont Challenge Medical Marijuana Ruling:
"Were going to start making marijuana available to people for medical purposes
by the end of June"
The medicinal benefits are well documented and widely accepted. My own experience
testifies to it and so do the experiences of my friends.
In 1995, my friend Dan was dying of AIDS. Sitting at my dining room table, I saw his
face turn green at the sight, smell or even thought of food. Then he smoked some pot.
Within minutes, his colour returned, he smiled and dug in.
Anti-nausea drugs are okay. Why not marijuana?
Then there was the mother of a friend of mine who got through her chemotherapy by
smoking pot.
She treated each joint as seriously as she did all her other medication, except for one
difference - because of the stigma, it had to be hidden from all but her family and
closest friends.
She needed marijuana in order to tolerate her cancer treatment, yet - like so many
people - she felt she had to keep her use of it hush hush.
That angers me. It distresses me even more that so many people
dont even try it, or worse, cant get it.
Why are pharmaceutical products so easily accepted, but this drug isnt?
Until a couple of months ago, I bought my marijuana from dealers
I met through friends. I would call a pager and get a home delivery.
Ive been lucky that Ive never been sold anything laced with bad chemicals.
That risk alone justifies a legally approved source.
I recently learned about Torontos Medical Marijuana Resource Centre and, with my
doctors endorsement, became a member.
For my condition, marijuana works and my doctor acknowledges this fact. (So do my
parents. My mother is among the family and friends who have helped me pack, hold and light
the pipe I use.)
Through this buyers club, I can buy marijuana that is guaranteed to be
high-quality and organic.
Since joining, Ive met and spoken to many people who are in
the movement to decriminalize marijuana for those with medical conditions. I have
developed tremendous respect for these people who are putting themselves on the line for
their beliefs.
Of course, there are some people who do use pot to excess. But basing policy on that
fact doesnt make sense. If excessive use was a valid reason to maintain prohibition,
then alcohol would still be illegal.
In fact, compared to marijuana, liquor is clearly far more
destructive.
So its ironic that it is marijuana that is still illegal. Even marijuana used for
therapeutic purposes.
If charged and found guilty of possession, most people - at least those without a
previous record - will get a discharge or a small fine. But judges have the power to send
users to prison for as long as three years. Even without being jailed, a person usually
ends up with a record.
With tobacco and alcohol so universally available and acceptable,
and so potentially destructive to ones health, its ludicrous that marijuana is
prohibited, even for medicinal purposes.
Like all other supporters of therapeutic marijuana, I am encouraged that this
government is holding clinical trials. But in the meantime, there are many people who
could benefit from cannabis right now.
As I do.
I smoke marijuana because it improves my medical condition
considerably. And I refuse to feel fear or shame because of that.
Copyright: 1999, The Toronto Star